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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
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1:14 am - Heal Slave
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At long last! I was able to get back on my two feet! The Skeleton Prisoners were getting pretty angry with those pesky hunters. I barely got out without a scratch. Ah, at least I'm not hurt right?... I mean..like who cares...
Back in the ruins in Morroc...seems like many people tend to get themselves hurt by mummies and skeleton soldiers inside the pyramids...I mean why dont they just leave the dead and let them rest in the tomb. I even heard from one hunter that Osiris has risen once again to wreak havoc in the lower levels of his tomb. And seemingly, I did not have much of a choice but to heal them people who got hurt.
I became a heal slave...
Not that I did not want to...
It seemed that healing people gets me relaxed somehow. Just beside the pyramid walls, I healed almost all of the day. Healing my life away. The people I heal seems to get badly beaten...what can I say...
serves em right.
Ah what am I saying, I wont be able to become a priestess if I'm like this!
Anyway, you know, I met this wonderful priest in the ruins while I continue on being a heal slave. He said that being a heal slave was'nt so bad, its actually fun. Yeah it is. It's fun until you get weak and craves for a somehow faster magic regeneration rate.
Well, he was a priest and I envied him first for being able to heal a lot longer. Not to mention his cool priest attire...that somehow makes your ass shiny. Heh.
He offered his help to me, and I accpeted his kind offer. Weird though that he wanted to become a Heal Slave like me. But it was worth it, healing was much more livelier and simply fun. Our spot was even branded as a clinic. Soon I noticed why. He was wearing a Doctors band while I was wearing a nurse cap.
When suddenly a thought came to his mind and said something about the basic of the basics. The clinic was a circumcision clinic...(oAo)
Then he started saying he only has a stone, no scissors. Poor balls...they'll be squashed. Afterwards, the thought of siomai balls came to his mind and said it would taste like soup no. 5...(oAo?!)
It was fun...really. Not the thought of having many people wanting us to heal them, which we thought jokingly that they wanted to be circumcised. It was somehow memorable, he also said that it was his 1st time to lose his magical abilities to a certain weak level. He even ran out of blue gemstones.
And that was the time.
We've been healing people for 3 hours as he said. Kinda long, but it seemed short. It was the time for us to bid farewell. Yes, farewell, yet it was really nice to have such happy memories. Not being a Heal Slave though. I hope I will be able to see him again someday, probably I'll be a priestess when that time comes. Come to think of it...I think I forgot to tell you of his name. His name is sir Kos. A rather unlikely name but it was...cute. Ah anyway, enough dreaming.
I have to train again...the end of the road is still farther away. I'll write to you soon Pi.
"But 'he' was not there..."
current mood:  I hope I meet him again soon!
current music: TemPorsche
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| Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
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6:36 am - Love is so complex
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"Love is a complete emotion that surrounds one self.
The feeling of being part of a person.
Love makes one's soul enlightened and makes life more radiant."
As I read a book, I came across this.
Why is love complete if it has many flaws? How does it bring comfort when it brings hardships? Why is love complete if one does not benefit from the relationship? Why do we need love? What is love anyway?
Father Rubalbakara once told me that love is an inevitable part of life. A person is made out of love, if not, they will still be loved. No one can escape an emotion so wide. No one can escape love. Everyone has a special someone that will love and be loved.
And so I thought...will I ever learn to love? Will I be loved by a special someone?
It seems so hard to do, so vast that its hard to grasp it, unexplainable. So many questions left unanswered. How do you know when you're in love? How can one explain the feeling?
The more I think about it...the more I want to feel it.
Ah, do I need it Pichu?
=w= ha~ come what may, for now...Im off to sleep.
Good night Pichu~
*hopes to find my special 'love' soon*
current mood:  Love is a toughie - -;
current music: Wasted Eyes : SakiBand
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| Saturday, November 20th, 2004
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5:35 pm - To train
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Today was exhausting even though nothing much happened. Training in Glast Heim really is tough! I wonder if I join other people in their training...will I become even more stronger? Ah, but no. I prefer to be alone. I still have to discover my own prowess on my own.
I miss Lance, Judia-chan and Mad-san. They were the only ones I train with along with Flagg, Mudro and Bulgin. I havent seen them for some time now. I wonder how they are doing? I also wish Chiari-chan is now a priestess. She served as a great inspiration when I had just become an Acolyte. She's so kind and beautiful ^_^.
Mudro-san was always training, always busy, Glast Heim, War of Emperium, hunting, training. But then again, he helps me in many ways...I will continue to train just like Mad-san and Mudro told me to do. To become stronger while Im still an acolyte. Yes, be stronger to myself.
Ah but I shouldnt miss them...They are always here. Here inside me. Memories. But they wont be just memories. They will be my treasure. Locked up in my heart. Maybe I should just center on training now...yes...to achieve my goal!
Then again...I ended my day helping a novice. He said he wanted to become an Acolyte. I wonder why...
Why do I feel that, helping a novice, is a lot more fun than being stronger? I can always ditch the boy and train in Glast Heim. But no, I even insisted that I help him =__=;; Maybe because I feel nostalgic about my novice days.
I guess...that serves as my vacation once in a while...huh.
*sigh* Having friends is really nice, isnt it Pichu? Youre not just a pet for me, you were the friend I had when I was still beginning as a novice. My first friend to accompany me. Thank you.
Ah Its time for me to train again! I'll write to you again later! ^_^
current mood:  So many things in my head!
current music: Without : SakiBand
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5:18 am - Pichupi
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I never thought that a book from father Yosuke can be so...useful. Thanks to that priest I got something to write on! I even got a leafy bookmark! yay? Even if this can't be of much help to me in battle while I am an acolyte in training...I'll just make this into my diary! ^W^v. I'll show it to Father Rubalbakra when I'm finally ordained as a Priestess! Oh wait...men should not read girl's diaries O.O But...I dont really care much! ^__^
Now lets see...whatever will I write??? Oh yeah! First I'll name you! Hmm...I'll name you after my darling picky! You're now named, Pichupi! You'll be my new pet! ^_^
Picky Pichu is...well...in my friend Mad's care...I miss pichu :<
I wonder why Father Yosuke even gave me a book with nothing written on it. The only thing he said that made me wonder was...'always keep the words written in there in your heart. There will come a time that you will feel its importance.' What did he mean by that?...This is just a plain old book. One more thing is...I just met him =w=;
But I will soon know.
Well then Pichupi! I'm off to Glast Heim to train now! I will be training alone again! Wish me luck! ^_^
current mood:  thankful
current music: Stay Alone Memories
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